Y'ello to everyone.

Again, I feel dead. School is getting harder and harder. I guess I was never really that challenged up until now and I'm paying for it. I find myself more and more defining what I want to do with my life and what I might be able to do.
On one hand, I really want to get into drawing, singing, writing, or photography. Recently, I think I've been progressing mostly in singing and drawing (pencil). I tink writing and photography would take a backseat. But, I'm afraid of trying to be and artist. I mean, there are so many amazing artists out there. It's not that I think I'm not good enough, it's, well, I guess I do feel like I'm not good enough for that.
I'm not that good at math, science isn't my favorite subject, english not so much either, and history is only interesting sometimes. Maybe I could be an art teacher or a music teacher? But, I would hate to try to teach someone who hated art or music.
I never really imagined the struggle that high school would put me through. Not exactly a physical, but a mental struggle. And the question looms;

What do you want to be? Or, What can you be?

I'm not sure.